22/12/11


 
昨日から一旦交渉決裂となった案件の
起死回生にむけた作業をしている。
週末にかけて何かしらの動きがあるかもしれない。
頑張って来た案件なので復活して欲しいが時期も時期なので複雑な気持ち。
「仕事がうまく進みますように。ただし
余り忙しくなり過ぎませんように」という具合に祈りも複雑になってしまう。
こういう時は「御心がなりますように」と
祈ることが一番。
今日は会社のクリスマスパーティがあったが
非常に疲れていたので行く気にもなれず。
どうなるかな。

I have been working to revive the project which died once early this week.
This is a project which I have been working so hard on, so I really wish that it 
gets back on track. But since it's the Christmas season, my heart is
somewhat complicated.  My prayer is also mixed up as I pray for
God's help with the work but at the same time I'm asking Him not to make my life too busy.  
Perhaps it's best simply to pray that He does His will.
Today was the company hosted Christmas party, but I was too tired to go.